Never Know

some guy wanted to sell me water.
that's just dumb.
i just didn't go to work today. i had an office space moment. i just didn't want to go. tomorrow would have been my last day anyway.

"the cruel uneventful state of apathy releases me" - the shins

interesting lyric. sometimes i just don't care about anything. is that bad. i just don't really care. do you ever wonder who's going to be at your funeral? or even worse if anyone will be happy when you die? that would suck.

christians are all looking forward to death. they say it will be the most glorified moment in their lives.

or they could say they are looking forward to Jesus' return.

i don't believe either of them. we are created to not want to leave this earth. the only people that do want to leave this earth are the people that so many Christians believe are going to hell. people that are suicidal. why would God want us to inherently go against what we are so obviously created to feel. does the Bible tell us to look forward to his return? thousands of people are going to die. who am i kidding it will most likely be millions or billions.

i don't get it...

they don't get it...